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Feb. 24th, 2008

getting ready to go to the club

survey while im in the nursery

1. What is your best friends name?
my big sis alicia

2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?
blue

3. What are you listening to right now?
anthony on the phone

4. Whats your favorite number?
i dont have one

5. What was the last thing you ate?
mac n cheese

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
tickle-me-pink or mac n cheese

7. How is the weather right now?
cold and snowy and shitty

8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone?
anthony right now

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
teeth and shoes.

10. Do you have a significant other?
i dont really like having a boyfriend but im dating a few

11. Favorite TV show?
gossip girl or family guy

12. Siblings?
a sister a brother and 2 step brothers

13. Height?
5'3

14. Hair color?
blonde

15. Eye Color?
green

16. Do you wear contacts?
sometimes

17. Favorite Holiday?
christmas

18. Month?
march the weather is always different and it my birthday and st pattys day

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
yeah many times im a girl durr

20. What was the last movie you watched?
american gangsta... gay

21. Favorite Day of the Year?
march 9th or july 4th

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
yes def.

23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)?
prolly not

24. Hugs or Kisses?
both are good with me

25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
butter pecan!

26. Do you want your friends to respond to this?
i dont have anyfriends on live journal

27. Who is most likely to respond?
no one

28. Who is least likely to respond?
everyone who reads it

29. What books are you reading?
none right now :(

30. Piercings?
ears and soon to be lip

31. Favorite movies?
how to lose a guy in 10 days and borat and fight club

32. Favorite football Team?
mizzou!!!!

33. what were u doing before this?
my paper on gay marriage

34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
plain smart pop

37. Dogs or cats?
dogs

38. Favorite flower?
lillies

39. Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?
yeah lol all through high school

40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
i used to, but he changed

41. Have you ever loved someone?
no

42. Who would you like to see right now?
my nephew

43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
well me and amanda hated each other then and now were friends

44. Have you ever fired a gun?
yeah all the time

45. Do you like to travel by plane?
well i don't like it but i don't not like it

46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
i do everything with my left hand except right

47. How many pillows do you sleep with?
like 4

48. Are you missing someone?
just my nephew

49. Do you have a Tattoo?
not yet

50. Anybody on myspace that you'd go on a date with?
i have dated a lot of the people on my myspace 

Feb. 23rd, 2008

getting ready to go to the club

Max Logan

My sister finally had her baby! he was born 2.22.2008 and he is just freaking perfect. well duh they are always perfect to the family lol i will post pictures when i get home to use my laptop!

Feb. 12th, 2008

getting ready to go to the club

(no subject)

so i was looking for an advice community to post in in hopes of getting some great advice and at the very least someone reading it and relating to it but i didn't find the right one so here i go

it seems like everyone sees me at some kind of therapist. i try to seem friendly and welcoming but i don't want people to tell me their business. its like every person i smile at thinks i want them to tell me their life story. and working in retail its hard not to smile alot. let me give you an example.
i walked into trader joes (a grocery store) the other day and i smiled at the guy carrying out some lady bags. it was a sweet thing for him to do and i felt like i should smile at someone being nice to other people. so he came back in from the ladies car and introduced himself to me i smiled and introduced myself thinking that was it. then he told me all about him and his girlfriend and their problems and asked for advice.

this kind of random thing happens all the time. it happens a few times every where i go. the grocery store is the worst though!

it has also been brought to my attention (by a close friend) recently that i am a tease and i lead people on. when trying to prove my friend wrong, i asked most of my guy friends if they felt i had lead them on. every one of them told me they started being my friend thinking it would go farther or thinking that we were dating. i had no idea i was such a bitch. im not a touchy feely kind of person. i don't really like to be touched by people or to cuddle or anything like that so i don't know why people would think that i am flirting. i think i act the same to boy and girls.

now i know that none of you know me in real life so you can't really tell me if i am being to flirty but i could really use some advice on how to make it clear that i am only in it for the friendship when i first meet people. and also how do i politely tell someone i don't want to give them advice. or how do i politely say "if i am going to listen to this shit you need to pay me 200$ and hour and i should have a very comfy chair and a pen and paper to doddle on"  but once again i don't want to stop being a friendly smilely person. how can i be both??


and incase any of you have read my few other posts my sister is still pregnant and she is due in 2 weeks so there will be some cute baby pictures up in 2 weeks. wish me luck on living with an infant and having 2 jobs and full time college!!!

Jan. 22nd, 2008

getting ready to go to the club

dont read this its stupid i just needed to say it

i have recently realized i am the rebound girl for the guy i am dating now. i have had a lot of rebounds of my own but have never knowingly been one. and me and him click really well and get along really well but we both keep saying "hes not my boyfriend" or "shes not my girlfriend" were just dating. i think as much as i like him its not ever really going to go into being b/f and g/f because every time he hears the name heather (the most common name ever it seems like) he gets all upset because "he's in love with a person that doesn't exist." because she has changed but she wants him back and he can't be with her. and a bunch of shit i just don't want to listen too. how do i tell him i can not give him advice on how to fall out of love with his ex. why does he think i am going to wait around until he is ready to be with someone else? because silly drunk me told him one night at the bar " i never really like anyone unless i can't have them. if they like me back its just not fun. i like the chase and i like when i beat out the other girls and he wants to be with me. but as soon as i win. im over him and move on to the next challenge" stupid right?!?! i know. though it is all very true. now he thinks as long as the other girl is winning i will just keep chasing him. but NO i finally need to stand up for myself and stop turning dates down with the very attractive guys at work. i just wish i could win and be done with it because ive never lost and i don't know how to deal with it. i guess the saying is right. sometimes you just have to cut your losses or something like that idk its homework time




yes the new semester has started and it sucks!!!!  548 days until iowa state

Jan. 1st, 2008

getting ready to go to the club

12 of '07

JANUARY
1. Who kissed you on new years?
aaron davis
2. Did you have a New Year's Resolution this year?
yes to go to mexico and prove to my mom im not a fucking idiot
3. Did you keep it?
yes but she still thinks im stupid
4. Do you like hot chocolate?
yeah
5. Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop?
nope but me and jess were talking about going next year


FEBRUARY
1. Who was your Valentine?
aaron
2. When you were little did you buy Valentine's for the whole class?
yes
3. Do you care if the groundhog sees its shadow or not?
dont give a shit
4. What did you receive for Valentines Day?
nothing he was a jerk no wait flowers. but he was still a jerk


MARCH
1. Are you Irish?
no
2.Do you like corned beef and cabbage?
hell no
3. What did you do for St. Pattys Day in 2007?
went to the parade durrr
4. Are you happy when winter is pretty much over?
yes but more happy that i am a year older



APRIL
1. Do you like the rain?
yea at times
2 . Did you play an April fools joke on anyone this year?
yes funny stuff
3. Do you get tons of candy for easter?
nope
4. Do you celebrate 4/20?
i did :(
5. Do you love the month of april?
not anymore than any other month


MAY
1. What is your favorite flower?
tulips
3. Finish the phrase April showers:
brings may flowers
4. Do you celebrate May 16th?
no i celebrate may 5th durr


JUNE
1. What year did/will you graduate from high school?
2007!!!
2. Did you do anything fun during this Month?
not really started BBV and celebrated graduation


JULY
1. What did you do on the 4th of July?
hung out with ryan and brad and jack and jess and ken and all of them
2. Did you go to the fireworks?
we shot off our own
3. Did you blast the A/C all day?
nope i live in st. louis so half the day was hot half the day it was windy and the night was FREEZING!


AUGUST
1.Did you do anything special at the end of your summer?
drank alot and started school
3. Did you have a sunburn?
no but i was very tan!
4. Did you go to the pool a lot?
no i can't swim


SEPTEMBER
1. Will you be attending college/school?
yes
2. Do you like fall better than summer?
yes
3. Did anything happen this month?
nothing important


OCTOBER
1. What was your last Halloween costume?
a pirate
2. What is your favorite halloween treat?
flowers aww lol
3. What did you do on halloween?
went to my aunts party then to a random party in the city



NOVEMBER
1. Whose house did you go to for Thanksgiving?
my grandmas my stepmoms brothers and then my family also came to our house
2. What are you thankful for?
my nephew being healthy
3. Do you love stuffing?
hell no but i love potatos


DECEMBER
1. Do you celebrate Christmas?
yea
2. Have you ever been kissed under the mistletoe?
yes its not that great
3. Get anything special this year?
a new phone a new purse and looots of money
4. What do you want this year?
to be happy everyday. even if just for 5 mins. not to let anything ruin an entire day
5. What did you like most about this month?
the snow and new years eve. a new resolution




Dec. 16th, 2007

getting ready to go to the club

Cory

a girl i was very very good friends with (we still talk a little but both got very busy) had her baby a few days ago. he was 6 weeks early and is stuck in an incubator because his lungs aren't fully developed :( 

Dec. 3rd, 2007

getting ready to go to the club

What Do You Have To Say? - I'm Just Wild About...

What are you passionate about?
 i went on a date with a new guy tonight and we were talking about this.

he is so passionate for everything he does. he puts everything he has into everything he does.

and i can't think of one thing i am passionate for

i should read other answers and see if anything pops up

Nov. 26th, 2007

getting ready to go to the club

Writer's Block: Giving Thanks

What are 10 things you are thankful for?
i know i am a little late but it is going to be hard to name 10 even though i am thankful for so much more

1) my new nephew  well soon to be he is due march 1st

2) my family being so close we will drive across the country to all get drunk  together in this tiny little house

3) my family being good cooks. even if i am fat! because of it

4) my brother living in florida we get along so much better when he is away

5) my family being able to help out the younger, poorer members(me) when we need it

6) a christmas story movie!! funny shit

7) being able to go to school and have a job even if it means living at home

8) having a family that supports me wanting to be a doctor

9) smart water. yum

10) being optimistic



 i know they are lame but thats it!!! maybe more later tonight i drank to much coffee so i will be up all night!

Nov. 20th, 2007

getting ready to go to the club

(no subject)

so still boys suck and i hate them.

i actually may like this guy and all we do is hook up (not sex yay for me not being a whore cause it is very hard not to) and talk about how we both know he is never going to break up with her. but what ever everyone has to get hurt by someone at least i am smart enough to know i am going to get hurt and i can stop it anytime i want



....right???

Nov. 8th, 2007

getting ready to go to the club

there will be no school tomorrow...

no class tomorrow no work today or tomorrow which means...... PARTY!!!!

this is a picture of my new purse... the next is a picture of my cat playing in my new purse!!!







i loooove this bag!!! and i love 54(the cat) she is a funny bitch

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